Saturday, July 31, 2010

It's in

black and white.
I had to look.
I had to read it.
I had to write it.
I had to sort it.

It took me all night.
There it is
in black and white.

It hardly hurt.
I knew it.
I had to see it
for myself.
I saw it.

Can't refute it.
Crystal clear
black and white.
No more gray.
Just the way
I thought it.

Can't sweet talk it away.
Can't erase.
Can't deny.
Black and white
does not lie.

I still have whys
about the lies.
They'll go away
no more gray.

Hip-hip hooray.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Sometimes...



start is the same as finish
steps back move you forward
students teach teachers
helpers get help
wrong is right
away feels like h-o-m-e
distance closes gaps
it is what it can't be
one thing is everything
cats growl
love hates
strength is a weakness
winter can be hot
stories become reality
reality is fiction
Monday is Funday
waiting is better than waiting
there is entirely here
dreams come upon waking
six days are an eternity
time stands still
BUT
less is never more
silence never calms
embers never cool
games are never fun
forgotten is never remembered
asleep is never awake
partial is never complete
absent is never present
broken is never fixed
summer is never icy
sweet is never sour
truth never lies
deep is never shallow
now is never tomorrow
yesterday is never today
hi is never bye
forever is never always
memories are never forgotten
links are never broken
wrong is never right
time never stops



Words, words, words

The power of a word
is not in its length
or its definition
or even its meaning

The power of a word
is sometimes
the mere fact
of its origination.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Lessons

Today I taught a child a few things. Things that will never help her pass a test, pass a Regents exam or even graduate high school. But, these things will, I think, give her a richer life nonetheless.

Tonight, we went to a play at the lake. Afterwards, we walked down the breakfront I had explored that morning. We found a small path that snaked down into the shallow water. She saw the seaweed and said, with a squinched up nose, "What's that?" I told her it was seaweed, a plant that grows in the water.

I boldly walked right in, picked some seaweed up and said, "Do you believe people are afraid of seaweed? It's just a plant that grows in the water." She walked in the water slowly, avoiding the seaweed as best she could. I started looking for seashells and cool rocks, and she followed suit. I tied up my sundress to keep it from getting wet and began following her "oooh's" and "Look at this," and "Come under here's."
By the end of our exploration, she had collected some rocks and seashells, and my dress was more than a little damp. On the way out of the water, she grabbed a bunch of seaweed, draped it over her arms and said, "It's just a plant that grows in water." I taught her how to love the water, not be afraid of green stuff, and to always be on the lookout for simple treasures. She taught me that not only is it okay for a grown-up to get their clothes wet, it's just as fun as when you're a kid.

This Morning

Prayers answered in the strangest of ways. Waking extra early this morning, ready for work and still having an hour to kill, I decide to take a drive to tonight's theater location. God, you stunned me again. The wind, the waves, the sun reflecting on the water, the view. All these things, assured me that you know what you're doing. Whatever your plan is, you've already got it all figured out. Thank you for the reassurance on a day when I really needed it.

My horoscope for today

Too freakin funny.


Your horoscope for July 28, 2010
You are probably looking and feeling especially attractive today, --------, so don't be surprised if strange men stare at you when you're out in public. Romantic partners are especially vulnerable to your sudden glamour. Don't be too proud to take advantage of it! Plan a romantic evening! On a more mundane note, this is a good day to benefit from reading, studying, or taking a class, as your mind is especially acute. Have a great day!

Your lovescope for July 28, 2010

There is plenty of excitement around, with today's astral energy at play. This could be the day when you get to become more deeply involved with someone who has been on the verge of committing themselves, but has nevertheless chosen to remain just out of reach. Perhaps it is all that extra passion in the air, and the fact that neither of you can hold back your feelings any longer!


The attractive part, I believe. The whole vulnerable and commitment and romantic evening part is PURE Bullcrap.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Why Can't You Be?

And he said, "I love you."
And she said, "Show me with just 1 thing."
And he said, "I promise."
And she said, "I love you for that."
And he said, "Just a pinch?"
And she said, "Anything for you,"
And he said, "How 'bout a ride?"
And she said, "Anything to see you."
And he said, "I've got everything I need."
And she said, "Just 1 thing."
And he said nothing.